it’s like you think I’m stupid.
it’s like you think I’m blind.
like you think I can’t understand.
it’s like you think it’s funny.
it’s like I’m not good enough when I’m me.
it’s like you don’t know what you’re doing’s wrong.
it’s like you think I cry ‘cause I enjoy it.
it’s like you think I’ll get over it.
it’s like you think it’s worth it.
it’s like you think I’ll forget about it.
it’s like you don’t realize how much it’s truly killing me.
That moment when society completely crushes you, and you KNOW. to be pretty you gotta shed, you gotta cut, all those pounds away.
‘Cause it’ll take a while before anyone ever really bothers to get to know you&love you unless if you’re completely beautiful.
&skinny is beautiful…
so I’m ugly, so I’m unworthy, so I’m a piece of trash.
&soon I’ll crack,
&that will be the day of my death.






